Ahhaha :D well i have the same problem as you!
mhhh i think one day you’ll be tired of never be the one in a relationship, you’ll see that all your friends are gonna have boyfriends and you don’t. You have to try to think that:
why doesn’t he move away from your ex-city and be with you in your new city? that would be the perfect solution! well if he doesn’t want to move i don’t think you should re-move away to go to your ex-city! you told me there’s only bitchy people there! and imagine if one day you’re not together with your boyfriend anymore! you would hate to live your life there because of him! if he really likes, if he really misses you like you do, he’ll follow you!
well when i feel fat i just try to do more sport. sometimes i just look at myself in the mirror and i just feel horrible, i feel like a big fat bitch and then i just start jogging or i don’t know i just execise at home and after that i just feel so damn good! even if i’m tired it’s just a lovely feeling :) do that too!!! it’s healthy and all
mhhhh i guess you should wait! you should waith for him, if he likes you he will do an effort to talk to you! i’m not saying that girls should always wait for the guy to make the first step cause that is just stupid but i’m just saying that in your case maybe you should wait and see if he goes talk to you, to see if he’s interested in you. If he’s not you can always try to make him like you, i don’t know just suddenly talk to him and yeahh maybe you should ask him to go to the cinema with you or something like that then maybe he’ll start liking you…
that’s okay, everybody has this tough days where you wake up in a bad mood and you start thinking about your life and everything in this world seems to be horrible. i guess you should take a walk and realise what’s the thing you’re missing.
Don’t compare yourself to her!! You’re pretty in your own way :) If you feel rejected because your friends meet up more times with her than with you, you should first of all try to see if she treats your friends better than you do. Because maybe you don’t realize that sometimes you don’t put too much effort when you’re talking to them or maybe you’re a little bit selfish and that’s why they prefer your sister than you. If you think you’re nicer than her that means that maybe you should try to make new friends who care more about you and less about your sister. And never think that you’re the “bad twin” there’s no such a thing as a bad twin, you are who you are and you should love yourself because of that don’t compare yourself to your twin, you’re different that’s all she’s not better than you!